GreatMusicGreatFood.

Today was jamming day with Evangeline again. AND IT WAS SO DARN GOOD TODAY WE HAD TO EXTEND IT BY HALF AN HOUR! lol. With her help, she brought my original composition, "Three Way Crash" to a WHOLE NEW LEVEL. A new wicked intro put into place that is radio worthy. LOL. ok, i'm exaggerating. but it was SOOOOOO DARN GOOD. if anyone wants to hear the intro please ask, i'm more than willing.

And once more again today, I OVERENJOYED MYSELF. hahahaa. like she said, what was fun about today was the fact that we didnt plan anything and everything just went smoothly. After jamming, we wanted to have Soup Spoon at Raffles. then on the train, I got a call. My KSE As Daylight Dies Special Edition had arrived.

My KSE CD/DVD collection.

Then because our destination changed, we decided to have Soup Spoon in town. Then suddenly.

Evan- "Hey lets eat something else."
Me - " erm, there isn't anything else except Fish & Co."
Evan -" I've never eaten Fish & Co. before."
Me - " LETS EAT IT THEN!"

Menu =
2 Philadelphia Fish & Chips (Fish and Chips with CREAM CHEESE INSIDE IT)
1 Fishing Maria and 1 "can't remember the name" - both alcholic drinks. ;PPPPP

Evan and her First time at Fish & Co.

My Brunner (Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner)

THEN AGAIN, randomly, we headed to Dhoby Ghaut feeling full, sleepy, broke and tired. Plan was for YAMI Yoghurt. but when we reached Evan didn't want it anymore. LUCKILY we took bus. LOL.

Listening to the songs we recorded today at the jamming studio makes it so fun. I honestly cant wait for the next time. LOL.

till then,
n-joi

p.s will update on two poems i recently wrote, one that i submitted for my school's Love Poetry contest, and will also update about CNY soon. ;p

Lilies.

This post is overdue by 1 whole week. But oh well, better late than never.

Last Friday was a special day. Gwen's paycheck day. And she wanted to treat me to lunch and get me a new wallet. ;p ;p ;p.

So after my CNY celebration ended in school, I headed down to Punggol to pick her up. Afterwhich we headed straight to town for a late lunch. I mean, PEPPER LUNCH!!!!! ;p ;p ;p.
Received news during lunch that my Killswitch DVD had arrived and headed to get it from Far East. ;p ;p ;p. Got my wallet and then headed down to Simply Toys at Plaza Sing to get her COACH wristlet/wallet/clutch/I dont't know what it is called. And what better way to end it then to head down to MUJI at Marina Square to get retarded food items. And our last stop....

Marvellous Cream at CityLink. AND TRUST ME IT IS GOOOOOOOOOD!

My new wallet and it's sexy casing.I never knew a Nike Wallet could be this sexy. ;p

And to sum it off, THANK YOU GWENDOLYN! ;p.

Love is in the subtle things you do.
n-joi

PNEUMONIAATTACK.

Recently, my friend suffered a pneumonia attack. She was hospitalised for a week plus. During that time she was so sick that she didn't message or call or reply back to my miss calls or messages. She claimed she was like a living dead. Actually I claimed that. She sucked so bad cause she got me so worried. This is for Ruth. Who calls herself Confucius. Who says that Confucius will turn you into a grasshopper. Or a praying mantis. Who always never fails to make me laugh even though she is back home and sounds like she is dying like a dying dog. I love you bud. ;p ;p ;p.

RUTH GET WELL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! Or CONFUCIUS WILL KICK YOUR ASS! PNEUMONIA POWER!!!!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS.

LateAndRandom.

As the title of this post says, this post is dedicated to late (aka never posted stuff) and random pictures since like december. LOL.

and first off, we have FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD. FOOD.Discovered upon when I cooked eggs. ;p

Introducing Kickapoo ZERO. Met it in December.
Mushroom MANIA!!!! I LOVE MUSHROOMS!

Here's my creation, Dijon Mushroom. aka, Mushroom cooked with Dijon Mustard. ;p
Steak from Astons. First time I went for rare steak. Good, not for the faint hearted.
This was when I went to TCC with Evan. I had this Bailey's concoction drink. FREAKING GOOD.
From TCC too. ;pThis soup is from Espirito Buncho. It's some brazillian spicy crab soup. It tastes like Laksa soup, only less thick, with REAL crab and is less filling. In the background you can see fizz cider. An alcoholic drink that tastes like beer with apple. ;p;p;p

My FIRST EVER DIG AT A WAGYU BEEF! from Espirito Buncho. AND ITS DAMN SEXILY GOOD. this one here is the ribeye. LOL. my mum got hereself the Tenderloin. I prefer the ribeye cause it is MORE FATTY! ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p.

And up next we have ARTSY FARTSY BUT NOT TOO ARTSY STUFF. haha.I call this "Fattening" lol.
Meet the resident cat that resides at the exercise station that I work out. It's his/her place and I ALWAYS see it there whenever i'm there. People don't even shoo it away. Just look at this pic, it looks soooooooo relaxed. Thought it was darn cute so I took a pic. ;p
This is called "Unhappy Birthday" Go figure.
And what a better pic than the sunrise. Ok, not much of a sunrise, but WHATEVER.

And next, we have an update on FIGURINES AND MODELS.

Guitars are Sex Symbols. LOL.
Ok, I know you think I overspent. But when 3 of them are free in a sense, I didn't spend much. lol.
Wing Zero vs Tallgeese

And the following are all of my friends/family. ;p

After the choir concert with TKSS.
VIJAY IS ROLLY POLLY LOVE.
Yan Xuan Is DAO KIA MOLLY!
Mr Yong is YONG TAU FU LOVE!Altos and an idiot.

At Marche, Vivo, with 3 adults and 4 kids. 1 family!How can you not love your cousin who is willing to pose for stupid purposes? ;p

XAVIER'S BIRTHDAY AT ESCAPE WITH SAMAXAVICA!
Samaxavica. ;p and Mr Frosty.
WE love you Xavier. Though you got retained, you will always be the Xa in Samaxavica. and you're always be a 08A301cian. LOL. AND I MISS YOU!!!!!

TOYS R US FUN WITH AH CHENG AH!!!!!

I AM HOT. HERE IS PROOF.
ONLY HIS LEGS ARE HOT. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Barney pimps on the MACH 5 with BIG SOUNDS!
EXCLUSIVE! PIKA CAUGHT IN THE ACT. BECAUSE...

He is hot. DUH?!?!?!And after being terrorise by 3 spongebobs with Madagascar feet,
Wei Cheng runs wild and brings Pikachu home.


THATS ALL!
n-joi

ItComesFullCircle.

“Karma. He said to her."

OK, TIME FOR UPDATE!

School has started recently, and I have just gone through its first week. It's scary to note that A levels are this year. So i'm going to be working real hard for it. New teachers have been mostly an extra boost rather than a screwed up change like last time. And here is a shoutout to the departed brothers of 08A3o1, Xavier Ong and Gary. We miss the shit out of you.

Been out with the following people since the last update.

Wei Cheng - Who camped in my house overnight on friday, and of whom has been going went out with me on wednesday, coming all the way to my school gate. When he stayed over, we had late night prata, guitar-ing on the street at 2am, pool-ing, arcad-ing and lan gaming. We played this game called Left 4 Dead. Pretty rad game. seriously. LOL.

Godma and Godsis - The SUPER BELATED CHRISTMAS DINNER. lol. ate at the organic cafe at Century Square basement.

Gwen - Went out with her on Monday to town to get my Nike Sneakers which was a steal at 76 bucks only. And also went out with her on Friday to just relax. Also caught Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea last saturday, of which Xavier Ong was in the same Cinema as me. ;p

Amanda - Picked me up from school on Thursday. ;p ;p. and had Carl's Junior at EastCoastPark. and talked shit with her friend who came to pick us up in a Subaru. lol.

Talking to my best bud about relationships, both that of friends and love relations. and we both agreed on this quote

“It is better to be hated for who you are, than to be loved for someone you are not.”

Why would you love somebody whom is not him/herself? Why should we change for anyone? True friends are hard to find was another thing we talked about. They are a rare commodity. So when you really find one, and not just find, but be 100% sure they are authentic, treasure them. But, anyway, the definition of a true friend is hard to abide by. Thats why we hate people for so many reasons. Friends just come and go. True friends stick to your side no matter how fucked up you are. Thats why i'm glad that I got to know Wei Cheng. You rock bro.

Lastly, I'M SO ANGRY THAT MY PREORDER AT LA TENDO HASN'T FREAKING ARRIVED!!!!! GRAH. Will update when I get it. ;p

till then,
n-joi

SafetyPins.

Broken Dance

Flying grace.
Spinning time.
Art in slow motion.

She dances,
leaping through the barrier the confines her.

But on her toes,
for not to long.

She twists as her heart,
wrenched and dwelled in a moment.
A moment of overflowing emotion.

Seemingly.
Seemingly.

She crumbles,
giving way,
sliding on to the floor.

Crashing.

Her breath and sweat mixes
with the traces her feet left.

Intoxicating.

Broken.
You can't dance again.

She recalled.
Bitterly.

The picture on the wall is a lost cause.
A lost inspiration,
just a picture.
How can anyone dance like that.

Not her, no.
Not yet.

Standing at the end of her tether.

Her final move.

Piercing the end.

One last breath.

The pelican takes flight.

Twirl,

Twirling,

with all her might.

The world stops,

and envious eyes gaze upon her.
Finally she smiles.

She can dance again.

An endless spiral of passion,

drips,

from her lifeless body.

The world was never so perfect for her.
Never.

SlamPoetry.

I have lost this dark fire.
The dark abyss that swallowed the sick feeling I created time and again.

A change I made,
A change too wrong.
Smiling for people,
smiling for me.

I needed a different outlet,
and I fell into a wrong one.

Fuck what I have become.
A victim to petty emotions.
A victim to feelings.
A weak and lowly measle.
A broken self.

My heart,
I broke out from its coldness.
I broke out from its stone of protection.

A change I know seek.
To socialise again with hatred,
bitterness and sorrow.
So that when I open the weakened eyes,
the world would burn in flames,
blackest than the devil's breath.

For mine is not pain.
Mine is anger in its purity.
I shall not seek comfort.
I shall turn away your lying smiles.
I will rise above the adversity that tempts,
that weakens me.

I shall live to seek,
seek to find.
To find a reason,
to let the ember rage into an inferno,
to a manifestation of fear and hatred.
And at last this conflagaration tear apart all ties,
disintegrating you into ashes and cries.

I will hate to live,
live to hate.
This is my curse.
My burden.
My damn right strength.

n-joi

0222-23.

The Weakened.

A flash.

A flip.

In a phase it is gone.
Too quickly unseen.

Truth hidden.

Concealed within the darkest mind,
where dreams were never reality.

Spat in the eye,
stinging.
The bloodshot poison.

Insult to injury,
that the injury already sears the heart.

Falling, knees first.
Forced-fed begging.

Eating the thorns,
not the rose.

Battered, bruised and broken.

My flesh torn,
my heart exposed to the inept injection of yours.

But, too late, i've died.
Your last blow,
useless.

I've won.

My words render useless though,
my hand won't lift its blood.
My soul wouldn't rise.
Tied to the grave with the grave on my back.

Now, 24.
You only realise when it's over.
23 left 22.
22 left too soon.

DarkestAmbition.

Dead Intercourse.

I dreamt of you.
I dreamt you died.
In crimson red, did you revive.

You don't know me,
and maybe you never will.
My dreams are exclusively mine.
But within them I know,
you're dead.
Not alive.

Fortify my hunger,
my insatiable appetite for flesh,
and blood,
drove me to love you,
faintly,
yet bids me to kill.

Be attracted to who I am,
be attracted to the end.
Amicably I greet you,
and there was more than the touch of your hand.

This passion has driven me to the end,
for where the human spirit breaks.

No more,
God forbade.
but no,
no more,
your being,
my flesh too weak,
I can't take.

I dreamt of you sexually,
but never were in real life,
in which I am the only one with judgment,
the reason of decide.

I wake up in cold sweat.
What is this I dream?
But with the blade already on your throat,
it's already beyond what it seems.

Love,
Necro.

YouDon'tNeedToBother.

OOOOOOOOOOOOHWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Today was a extremely fun filled day. And I OVERenjoyed myself.

The day started with me watching the "Gundam Wing - Endless Waltz" movie. ;p

Then I headed out to meet Evan to jam. And guess who was 1 1/2 hour late. Craperonni.

Had lunch before jamming a solid two hours with Evan. Was really good jamming cause I got to really play much more as Evan plays the piano and I can play more lead-ish stuff. ;p ;p ;p. We jammed a song I would term as the We-just-fell-in-love-with-it-one-day-ago song called Bother by Stone Sour. The lyrics are beautiful. Seriously. Also jammed out a few original songs. And I really enjoyed it. Me trying to drum sucked pretty badly as per usual. No wonder Evan prefers me to play the guitar.

Following which we headed down to Bugis as she needed to get something from Swee Lee. There I saw a 12-stringed Martin & Co. guitar which sounds so beautiful at its price of $880. heh. Evan was freaking out over its sound. But this was only after we headed to TCC for some drinks and to go and pay a visit to my Godsis who works there. LOL. it was so damn funny to notice how she was so AWKWARD. lol. Sat down and talked with her for a bit while she had her half an hour dinner. LOL.

THEN to Takashimaya. for one reason. To use the 20 bucks taka voucher I had left on one last Gundam item. The Tallgeese from Gundam Wing. It looks cool with its weapons and all, but the articulation as compared to the Gundam Wing/Heavyarms/Deathscythe/Sandrock which I collected is pretty lousy as it is loose. Probably going to put it some blue tac to stiffen it up. LOL.

And finally, the last stop which was a last minute plan. To meet my greatest bud, Wei Cheng, who needed to shop at Cotton On. We had fun making fun of the shitty music they were playing and laughing at other lame ass shit. Below documents a few examples.

Music playing - " Please don't say no."
Wei Cheng - "Yes."
Music - " Please don't say no, no,"
Me - " OK we said yes, shut up."
Music - " noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."
Wei Cheng - " Radio pai liao(spoil)"

Cant remember how this came about.
Wei Cheng - " ATM. Auto-teller machine."
Me - " so they tell you everything automatically la. Like a broke guy goes there. and then the ATM tells him out loud, "your balance is 5 dollars. Haha. Haha.", then a rich guy goes there and the ATM goes, " WAH, le jin wu lui (you got a lot of money), withdraw, withdraw, give me, give me. "

OH AND THIS CLASSIC LINE FROM HIM THE LAST TIME WE WENT OUT.
(At Kinokuniya bookstore)
Wei Cheng - " Wah. I look around this place ah, then hor, i pity the trees." LOL.

And just to show his lameness.
(while I was on the phone with Gwen and Wei Cheng hearing the convo.)
Me - "You want me to get you anything?"
Gwen - " Something cold."
Me - "Cold?"
Gwen - "Sushi."
Wei Cheng - " WAH. Low temperature sushi."

And because I love him so much as a bud, i'm going to declare it here and put up a old picture of us.

I LOVE WEI CHENG/HUI CHENG/WEI QIANG/MELON/DUST.

till the next update,
n-joi

Angsty.

F**k all of you, abiders of society,
trying and killing me,
I'll drink up your blood.

F**k all of you, condemnation and hate,
this f**king mess that you made,
I'll rip out your heart.

Try as you may, I still am today,
the person that I always was.
And come some day, that I seek a new way,
I'll stab my own f**king lungs.

F**k all of you, parents that make,
their children as slaves,
one day your turn will come.

F**k all of you, friends that betray,
think it's cool to sway,
watch me make your life undone.

I'll breathe in the air, and say that I dare,
to be what I want to be.
I know I won't care, stripped f**king bare,
f**k the shit you say.

n-joi

ToDied.

Culprits and Fingerprints

Am I just another victim of love,
and its war?
Am I a victim so blind,
you'll let me die?

Competing for love is so hard,
when you're sewing up every vein in your heart.
Looking through shattered windows to see,
my soul dismembered.

What have you remembered?

Am I just another victim of love,
and its war?
Am I a victim so blind,
you'll let me die?

Why do I tell you I love you,
when your silence is the only echo.
The seal you gave has expired,
and all relations severed.

Am I just another victim of love,
and its war?
Am I a victim so blind,
you'll let me die?

Should I fight for an answer?
When the answer is clearly no.

Karmacoded.

Update - I failed my Basic Driving Theory Test.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK MAN.

Hung out with Charmaine and Charlene today. Been awhile since we three last hung out together. lol. And Charmaine+Charlene are both damn retarded, especially Charlene. OH JANE IF YOU ARE READING THIS, THERE IS SOMEONE WHO IS LOUSIER THAN YOU IN VIRTUAL TENNIS. lol.

Too long, too far, everyday.
Too short, too painful, everyday.
Aromatherapy, sweet but too short.
Of which the scent shall always plague my thoughts.

n-joi

Petals.

A Rose Ago.

Counting the fallen petals,
as you drop them on the floor.
One to two, two to four,
these aren't petals no more.

A rose, a rose,
more crimson than blood,
echoes the silence,
screams about the pain,
is this love or pain that is everlasting?

Deep breaths choke me more,
dead on the floor,
still they steal the air from me.

Eyes weary.
A rose ago.
Now closed forevermore.
Do you even care?

HappyNewYear.PullYourEar.

HAPPY NEW FREAKING YEAR ALL OF YOU PEOPLE.