Wednesday, February 3, 2010

TheNeverEnd.

Chapter 82

They walked. as a measured distance became indirectly clear.
He spoke to no 0ne.
She looked away.

They walked. It never ended.
the road.

Yet they knew the same thing.
with different reactions.
the road would end, and end in which he fell into a hole.
A vision.
as she walked on alone with a smile on her face.

He would fall.
He knew it.

HappinessInWhatDoesn'tMatter.

Hell if I do want to care.
Hell if I don't.
My mind is so fucked.
What if I call you my own?

I tear away at every split end,
the heart is not beating anymore.
Just cause it is so afraid.
I don't wanna to fall at all.

Hell if I do care.
Hell if I won't.
Happiness in what doesn't matter.
Emptiness in whatever does.
did.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

JustBecause.

You won't know when I ache,
and when I do,
I hide my face and my sorrows.
from you. from you.

You might think that I'm alright
But when a fire fails to burn right.
it burns and consumes you,
whole.

I smile to say i'm ok.
It's not about me anymore, any way.
Yet I wished it was. but to do so is a sin,
I can't always commit.

This thirst is unquenchable,
and it statiates for your love.
one unrequited,
like a fake mirror that fails to reflect.

It aches like a knife,
within the heart, moving
in circles to carve a pattern of emptiness.
and all that everything longs for,
is just those three words.

You can't say.
You can't do.
You can't feel.
You can't anything.
You can't anymore.

and so you said. you said.
if only you knew the extent of how bad it cuts,