I HAVE NOT EVEN BEEN CLOSE TO making headway on "The Love of Life" thing. hahahahaha.
SRY ALL!
but I really wish I have the time too. Maybe after A's or something.
I'll see how.
Mini-aim now,
To make Evan learn "I Never Knew"
and record a full proper version of "Three Way Crash" on my own
as well as record a FULLLLLL WITH BAND version of "Three Way Crash"
And I just realised I never mentioned anything about the song "Three Way Crash"
It's a song I wrote in secondary 4 after overlooking someone messaging someone else on the bus. Her type size font was large so I read it. Apparently, this girl had been with a guy for 10 years, not married, but he totally wrecked her apart. The message was sad, and the main line that hit me so hard was this simple line.
"After 10 years of knowing you, at least now I know you are capable of loving someone else."
The bus passed a traffic junction where there had been a crash between two cars and a lorry and it was a serious accident. After which I alighted and went straight home to write the lyrics for the song. I didn't know what to name it, so I related everything to this friend of mine who saw the link between the accident and the girl. Just like one lorry crashing into two cars, this one guy crashed into two girls. And then she said the three words.
"Three Way Crash"
So without further adue, here are the lyrics, with a tribute to the girl on that no. 10 bus.
"Three Way Crash"
Close my eyes,
say goodbye,
this is the end of us.
I still don't understand,
why you lied.
Why you needed to break us apart.
Cause I prayed,
through every night and day.
For you.
At least now I know,
that you're capable of loving someone else.
Cause when I leave,
will you still be a part of me,
in my mind,
or in my soul,
or just a memory?
Cause I could never take such pain.
And I'm just confused in this nightmare i'm living in.
I guess my mind's,
too confused.
It's clouded in hate and mistrust.
I still don't understand,
why you had to turn around and leave.
At least now I know,
that you're capable of loving someone else.
Cause when I leave,
will you still be a part of me,
in my mind,
or in my soul,
or just a memory?
Cause I could never take such pain.
And I'm just confused in this nightmare i'm living in.
Taking my heart,
and tearing my soul.
Crying out now,
but it's too far from home.
This burden I suffer,
I bear it alone.
For what you said,
killed me.
Close my eyes,
say goodbye,
this is the end of us.
I still don't understand,
why you lied.
Why you needed to break us apart.
Cause I prayed,
through every night and day.
For you.
At least now I know,
that you're capable of loving someone else.
Cause when I leave,
will you still be a part of me,
in my mind,
or in my soul,
or just a memory?
Cause I could never take such pain.
And I'm just confused in this nightmare i'm living in.
I guess my mind's,
too confused.
It's clouded in hate and mistrust.
I still don't understand,
why you had to turn around and leave.
At least now I know,
that you're capable of loving someone else.
Cause when I leave,
will you still be a part of me,
in my mind,
or in my soul,
or just a memory?
Cause I could never take such pain.
And I'm just confused in this nightmare i'm living in.
Taking my heart,
and tearing my soul.
Crying out now,
but it's too far from home.
This burden I suffer,
I bear it alone.
For what you said,
killed me.
Till the next update.
n-joi
n-joi
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